weight loss problems (ana)
yes you will have those stick thin legs, but even the tightest,sexiest leather pants or skinny jeans will be too big （you will be confined to wearing stockings and leggings)
bones begin to show, and tight dresses with the back showing become a big no no to wear, it’ll look scary and ridiculous.
people tell you, you’re too thin and you never feel satisfied with it.
everyday is a struggle, even at your goal weight you’re tormented by numbers.. on the scales, in food, the size of those pants or shirt or dress.
your hair falls out and no matter how long you cry or pray for you know it wont come back unless you gain some weight.
people no longer look “healthy＂or “good” but you define them by “thin” or “fat”
your cheek bones will protrude making your face appear strange
your chest will hurt from your struggling heart and breathing will become difficult.
sleep will become non-existent and will be replaced by anxiety and headache’s
you loose sight of what a “future” is and instead just envision “thinner is better” “skinny is happiness”
and yet with all these problems the twisted thing is it will never be enough to frighten you, even at your death bed you surely still won’t think “i’m finally perfect, i’m finally beautiful” because no matter what the longer you go at it the less “beautiful” you become and the less satisfied.
My perception is screwed being here...
