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Hailee Lautenbach
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Hey friends. I havent caught up on everything. Just wanted to share a few words because this thread has really crossed over into the world of hate. Which i really dont have a problem with and i hope youre having fun, however i dont like the fact that i am being misrepresented. Photos are being posted from years ago, and photos that arent even MODELING photos are being bashed as "model mayhem". Those are called selfies, my friends. or your mom taking photos of you in the backyard when your a sophomore in high school.
As for me calling SG bad names, i am sorry. But in the moment of pages and pages of hate, of course i got angry! I can take the heat but it was a lot very fast. again, sorry, nobody deserves to be called a civilian.
Nude photos-that was from a test shoot, with a girl photographer. The fact that it was a girl made me feel more lenient, it was a lax shoot, so i did photos that i wouldnt normally do, and had her promise not to post them. I dont know what happened there. i would REALLY appreciate if the poster would delete them. I really would. I DID turn down terry richardson booking, (absolutely pissing off the agency), DID turn down the cover of treats with robin thick (again...oops) so to have a stupid nude test be circulating the internet SUCKS. They come up on the first page of my google, linked from SG. I have random aunts in random places texting me the photos and saying how disapointed they are. Thats a sucky feeling after having denied HUGE nude jobs just to have a test out there. So please, if the poster of them sees this...please delete that post. I am working on having the photog remove them.
yes, two months ago i lost sight of WHY exactly i was in LA to model. I got too "comfortable" or as some say "happy". hah. I got my mind back in the game, cut out distractions, and am working again. (when you start having fun, and not focusing on work, is when you get all the insider info. I have lots to spill about lots of things if i ever come back here. but back to early nights and early mornings for me.)
It doesnt help when the only photos being posted are the horrible ones of me. People love to hate, but where are the people from sg that have been messaging me all the positive things? At least post the DECENT photos of me please. lol. please look at my tumblr or my direct NEXT link for photos.
I am down 10 pounds and 2 inches so far. back to my old working self, and going to lose more.
Everyone brought up the fact about Jasmine and I. 2 things. Just because i fought for the Vlada aesthetic, doesnt mean i want/have to look like that. Im on SG, of COURSE i love that look! doesnt mean i would EVER look like that. Im in LA and not NY for a reason. Granted, for a month i wasnt LA fit, but i am back. Im the token commercial model, you guys. Pacsun. Target. beauty ads. honda commercials. things like that. Next still has huge swim/lingerie plans for me. ANYWAY back to jasmine. Appreciate vlada look, not vlada look. AND im pretty sure i didnt want her gone for her weight, i wanted her gone for posting threads like "show us your pajamas!!11!1!" lol.
Anyway. Just wanted to set things straight. Please do not get all excited and start hating on me again. Or do. But hate on me for the RIGHT things, not old photos of me or unflattering photos.
I was told to act bitchy when i first started responding. I am sorry i did that. I really am a big dork who gets misunderstood all the time. I am humble, i DO know my place. So stop giving so much attention to my thread! hah. Oh and one thing i DID take away from this is TO SHUT MY PORNO MOUTH. theres not much i can do about my boobs...but i can close my mouth a little more
ok. sorry for spilling thought. coffee induced rant. Good luck to everyone and their skinny endeavors.
(not posting photos cause conceited, just to save some face with all the really bad ones posted)
As for me calling SG bad names, i am sorry. But in the moment of pages and pages of hate, of course i got angry! I can take the heat but it was a lot very fast. again, sorry, nobody deserves to be called a civilian.
Nude photos-that was from a test shoot, with a girl photographer. The fact that it was a girl made me feel more lenient, it was a lax shoot, so i did photos that i wouldnt normally do, and had her promise not to post them. I dont know what happened there. i would REALLY appreciate if the poster would delete them. I really would. I DID turn down terry richardson booking, (absolutely pissing off the agency), DID turn down the cover of treats with robin thick (again...oops) so to have a stupid nude test be circulating the internet SUCKS. They come up on the first page of my google, linked from SG. I have random aunts in random places texting me the photos and saying how disapointed they are. Thats a sucky feeling after having denied HUGE nude jobs just to have a test out there. So please, if the poster of them sees this...please delete that post. I am working on having the photog remove them.
yes, two months ago i lost sight of WHY exactly i was in LA to model. I got too "comfortable" or as some say "happy". hah. I got my mind back in the game, cut out distractions, and am working again. (when you start having fun, and not focusing on work, is when you get all the insider info. I have lots to spill about lots of things if i ever come back here. but back to early nights and early mornings for me.)
It doesnt help when the only photos being posted are the horrible ones of me. People love to hate, but where are the people from sg that have been messaging me all the positive things? At least post the DECENT photos of me please. lol. please look at my tumblr or my direct NEXT link for photos.
I am down 10 pounds and 2 inches so far. back to my old working self, and going to lose more.
Everyone brought up the fact about Jasmine and I. 2 things. Just because i fought for the Vlada aesthetic, doesnt mean i want/have to look like that. Im on SG, of COURSE i love that look! doesnt mean i would EVER look like that. Im in LA and not NY for a reason. Granted, for a month i wasnt LA fit, but i am back. Im the token commercial model, you guys. Pacsun. Target. beauty ads. honda commercials. things like that. Next still has huge swim/lingerie plans for me. ANYWAY back to jasmine. Appreciate vlada look, not vlada look. AND im pretty sure i didnt want her gone for her weight, i wanted her gone for posting threads like "show us your pajamas!!11!1!" lol.
Anyway. Just wanted to set things straight. Please do not get all excited and start hating on me again. Or do. But hate on me for the RIGHT things, not old photos of me or unflattering photos.
I was told to act bitchy when i first started responding. I am sorry i did that. I really am a big dork who gets misunderstood all the time. I am humble, i DO know my place. So stop giving so much attention to my thread! hah. Oh and one thing i DID take away from this is TO SHUT MY PORNO MOUTH. theres not much i can do about my boobs...but i can close my mouth a little more
ok. sorry for spilling thought. coffee induced rant. Good luck to everyone and their skinny endeavors.
(not posting photos cause conceited, just to save some face with all the really bad ones posted)
Hey friends. I havent caught up on everything. Just wanted to share a few words because this thread has really crossed over into the world of hate. Which i really dont have a problem with and i hope youre having fun, however i dont like the fact that i am being misrepresented. Photos are being posted from years ago, and photos that arent even MODELING photos are being bashed as "model mayhem". Those are called selfies, my friends. or your mom taking photos of you in the backyard when your a sophomore in high school.
As for me calling SG bad names, i am sorry. But in the moment of pages and pages of hate, of course i got angry! I can take the heat but it was a lot very fast. again, sorry, nobody deserves to be called a civilian.
Nude photos-that was from a test shoot, with a girl photographer. The fact that it was a girl made me feel more lenient, it was a lax shoot, so i did photos that i wouldnt normally do, and had her promise not to post them. I dont know what happened there. i would REALLY appreciate if the poster would delete them. I really would. I DID turn down terry richardson booking, (absolutely pissing off the agency), DID turn down the cover of treats with robin thick (again...oops) so to have a stupid nude test be circulating the internet SUCKS. They come up on the first page of my google, linked from SG. I have random aunts in random places texting me the photos and saying how disapointed they are. Thats a sucky feeling after having denied HUGE nude jobs just to have a test out there. So please, if the poster of them sees this...please delete that post. I am working on having the photog remove them.
yes, two months ago i lost sight of WHY exactly i was in LA to model. I got too "comfortable" or as some say "happy". hah. I got my mind back in the game, cut out distractions, and am working again. (when you start having fun, and not focusing on work, is when you get all the insider info. I have lots to spill about lots of things if i ever come back here. but back to early nights and early mornings for me.)
It doesnt help when the only photos being posted are the horrible ones of me. People love to hate, but where are the people from sg that have been messaging me all the positive things? At least post the DECENT photos of me please. lol. please look at my tumblr or my direct NEXT link for photos.
I am down 10 pounds and 2 inches so far. back to my old working self, and going to lose more.
Everyone brought up the fact about Jasmine and I. 2 things. Just because i fought for the Vlada aesthetic, doesnt mean i want/have to look like that. Im on SG, of COURSE i love that look! doesnt mean i would EVER look like that. Im in LA and not NY for a reason. Granted, for a month i wasnt LA fit, but i am back. Im the token commercial model, you guys. Pacsun. Target. beauty ads. honda commercials. things like that. Next still has huge swim/lingerie plans for me. ANYWAY back to jasmine. Appreciate vlada look, not vlada look. AND im pretty sure i didnt want her gone for her weight, i wanted her gone for posting threads like "show us your pajamas!!11!1!" lol.
Anyway. Just wanted to set things straight. Please do not get all excited and start hating on me again. Or do. But hate on me for the RIGHT things, not old photos of me or unflattering photos.
I was told to act bitchy when i first started responding. I am sorry i did that. I really am a big dork who gets misunderstood all the time. I am humble, i DO know my place. So stop giving so much attention to my thread! hah. Oh and one thing i DID take away from this is TO SHUT MY PORNO MOUTH. theres not much i can do about my boobs...but i can close my mouth a little more
ok. sorry for spilling thought. coffee induced rant. Good luck to everyone and their skinny endeavors.
I respect this response so much - it is a clear example of taking the high road and explaining herself in the situation without making excuses for her behavior. I personally think it's extremely easy to get caught up and be a complete bitch (let's be honest we'd all get defensive if multiple people were posting nasty things towards us) so that fact that MM apologized and owned up to certain things like civilians comment shows that she's handling the situation in a mature way and is taking some of the criticism she got on the site in order to help her get back on track and seriously pursue modeling and lose whatever weight she has to. I for one, commend this and @Modelmaterial I wish you well in your modeling and hope you find success
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@Modelmaterial
I don't know about the rest of the girls here, but I actually really appreciated everything you wrote in this post. I've always thought you've seemed like a sweet person, but after all this drama in the thread I was so shocked and a very disappointed as it seemed like we got to see "the real you".
I understand that it's not easy having your name out there, people constantly bashing you, scrutinizing every little thing you do, and especially when you then have people on the other end trying to tell you how to respond. Especially when you're young. This is probably the first post here where I feel like I actually get to know the real Hailee.
I know it's hard to constantly be on top of your game, also when you're a commercial model, and I definitely know what it's like to suddenly become "too comfortable" or "too happy" and then suddenly snap back into it. It sounds like you've learned a lot from trial and failure lately, and I'm really glad to hear that you're back on track and that you're agency has bigger plans for you.
I've always been really big on forgiving people and letting things go, and again, I might be alone on this, but I wouldn't mind having you back as a member
And good luck with everything you have going on, I really hope you achieve everything you're working for
PS: The pictures you posted aren't working (at least not for me), try imgur.com
I don't know about the rest of the girls here, but I actually really appreciated everything you wrote in this post. I've always thought you've seemed like a sweet person, but after all this drama in the thread I was so shocked and a very disappointed as it seemed like we got to see "the real you".
I understand that it's not easy having your name out there, people constantly bashing you, scrutinizing every little thing you do, and especially when you then have people on the other end trying to tell you how to respond. Especially when you're young. This is probably the first post here where I feel like I actually get to know the real Hailee.
I know it's hard to constantly be on top of your game, also when you're a commercial model, and I definitely know what it's like to suddenly become "too comfortable" or "too happy" and then suddenly snap back into it. It sounds like you've learned a lot from trial and failure lately, and I'm really glad to hear that you're back on track and that you're agency has bigger plans for you.
I've always been really big on forgiving people and letting things go, and again, I might be alone on this, but I wouldn't mind having you back as a member
And good luck with everything you have going on, I really hope you achieve everything you're working for
PS: The pictures you posted aren't working (at least not for me), try imgur.com
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This. I feel like this poor girl has gotten a lot of shit for doing something that we ALL have done-- she lost her temper, and said some silly things, but that's no reason for everyone to gang up on her.@Modelmaterial
I don't know about the rest of the girls here, but I actually really appreciated everything you wrote in this post. I've always thought you've seemed like a sweet person, but after all this drama in the thread I was so shocked and a very disappointed as it seemed like we got to see "the real you".
I understand that it's not easy having your name out there, people constantly bashing you, scrutinizing every little thing you do, and especially when you then have people on the other end trying to tell you how to respond. Especially when you're young. This is probably the first post here where I feel like I actually get to know the real Hailee.
I know it's hard to constantly be on top of your game, especially when you're a commercial model, and I definitely know what it's like to suddenly become "too comfortable" or "too happy" and then suddenly snap back into it. It sounds like you've learned a lot from trial and failure lately, and I'm really glad to hear that you're back on track and that you're agency has bigger plans for you.
I've always been really big on forgiving people and letting things go, and again, I might be alone on this, but I wouldn't mind having you back as a member
And good luck with everything you have going on, I really hope you achieve everything you're working for
PS: The pictures you posted aren't working (at least not for me), try imgur.com
I really appreciate this post, and think that she handled the situation very maturely and responsibly, and I hope the rest of the community looks kindly on her, as this post really seems very sincere.
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I have to agree with the other girls. We are all human and make mistakes. Your honesty/explanation was very much appreciated, I'm sure by all.
With that, I also apologize for any hurtful words I've said in the thread!
Good luck with your career and weight loss. I don't know about the other girls here, but I would welcome you back
With that, I also apologize for any hurtful words I've said in the thread!
Good luck with your career and weight loss. I don't know about the other girls here, but I would welcome you back
i think she was more asking to post recent like professional pictures in the thread instead of one's of her goofing around in high school taken by like her parents or selfies and evaluate those when critiquing her instead
You're a sassy one missy!
No I never said that, I don't need ass kissing hah you guys have inspired me to work out and eat good again, it was a wake up call. So thanks. I'm back to myself and losing again.
The only thing I said was that I was going to post some photos because the people that DON'T stalk my instagram for bad photos don't get too see my "good" photos. You don't have to post anything darlin
I think skinnieminnie is right, there's really no need to go digging around in her past for silly pics taken before she got any professional work.
You're a sassy one missy!
No I never said that, I don't need ass kissing hah you guys have inspired me to work out and eat good again, it was a wake up call. So thanks. I'm back to myself and losing again.
The only thing I said was that I was going to post some photos because the people that DON'T stalk my instagram for bad photos don't get too see my "good" photos. You don't have to post anything darlin
Well said. You really put your big girl panties on, huh?
@Hailee
welcome in the 21st digital century.
My only complaint was that members were only posting those ones, bad non-model photos. None of the legit modeling photos on my "model" page. So my (small) image was being misrepresented. But I know! Stupid social media. And I'm such an instawhore as it is hah.
Does anybody know what bellazon is? I looked up my thread after a member here mentioned it. It looks like a middle school version of SG or that other fashion forum?
Bellazon is forum, I think, for mainly pictures of celebs, models etc. Very good source, because the members updating all the very latest. You have a thread there too. I brought two pics over the other day, the more 'unflattering', funny looking ones.
Anyway, good luck for your model career, weight loss journey and welcome back to the board.
Anyway, good luck for your model career, weight loss journey and welcome back to the board.
@Modelmaterial - I am really glad to see that you are getting back on track and rededicating yourself in real life as well. And I know a lot of people have said it already, but I really admire the fact that you are coming back and explaining yourself and I thought your response to everyone's reactions was very mature - I really respect you for it.
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@Modelmaterial that was a very mature response, and it's nice to see a glimpse of your in-real-life personality instead of online speculation. It must have been very daunting to come back here to confront all the hate. What you said about relatives messaging you nude photos must be really, REALLY shitty, and I hope that you fill the front page of your Google search with some positive ones very soon!
It can be tough out there. I wish you luck
It can be tough out there. I wish you luck
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Awesome. So will you be posting more regularly? Participating in the starving contests? Good luck with work!
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I'm impressed you've resurfaced and gave us a little response regarding the events of this thread.
I always liked you, but I'll admit I'm a bit leery about the validity of this comeback/apology. I don't blame you for lashing out the way you did - it's a very honest reaction to how you were being treated. A ton of weird stuff was said about your character, though... and I feel bad and hate gossip... but I think you've got a somewhat long way to go in terms of maturity. Don't let the industry ruin you - it's a fucking tough one.
I bet we seriously inspired you to get back on track - that I can definitely believe.
Goodluck.
I always liked you, but I'll admit I'm a bit leery about the validity of this comeback/apology. I don't blame you for lashing out the way you did - it's a very honest reaction to how you were being treated. A ton of weird stuff was said about your character, though... and I feel bad and hate gossip... but I think you've got a somewhat long way to go in terms of maturity. Don't let the industry ruin you - it's a fucking tough one.
I bet we seriously inspired you to get back on track - that I can definitely believe.
Goodluck.
Maybe this thread shoud be moved to a private section so non-members couldn't see it anymore?
I'm not a huge fan of your model work, @Modelmaterial -but hey! You can't satisfied everyone. Moreover, almost every models have unflatering pictures showing up on the internet (like I'm pretty sure Vlada was once posted on the "model looking crap" thread). That's why I don't think it would be fair to delete the pictures you wish have never been posted. Like @oferta said, welcome on the internet.
However, you seems to have changed, in a good way! I don't know you personnaly but from all the dramas going on here, I had a bad picture of you - yeah, it won't change your life. I will simply wish you success in your career and if I'm not 100% agree with the whole "oh! sweetie, everything is forgiven", I think we could at least not make it harder than it is by moving this thread.
And I'm glad you've matured enought to post this reply!
I'm not a huge fan of your model work, @Modelmaterial -but hey! You can't satisfied everyone. Moreover, almost every models have unflatering pictures showing up on the internet (like I'm pretty sure Vlada was once posted on the "model looking crap" thread). That's why I don't think it would be fair to delete the pictures you wish have never been posted. Like @oferta said, welcome on the internet.
However, you seems to have changed, in a good way! I don't know you personnaly but from all the dramas going on here, I had a bad picture of you - yeah, it won't change your life. I will simply wish you success in your career and if I'm not 100% agree with the whole "oh! sweetie, everything is forgiven", I think we could at least not make it harder than it is by moving this thread.
And I'm glad you've matured enought to post this reply!
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thats a nice idea
and by all means keep the ugly duckling photos, im only worried about the n00dz being gone 
I dont know if i changed...im usually a sweet little goofball airhead but someone told me to go the bitchy route when i first replied a while back, which obviously backfired on me hah. No excuses though
oh and im sorry for the shadiness. I would receive questions in my tumblr saying "hey if you hate them all and they are being mean you might as well reveal the VIPS!" which i would never do, and would answer no. Or, people would guess "is ____ so and so" and i would say no. I guess I should have just ignored the questions all together, and not posted them.
i would never reveal anyones identity! <3
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